Started writing on Microsoft Word on Thursday, 03 September, 2009, 1:21:04 AM. Wrote for few days. Placed aside w/o touching it for many days.

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B4 I start, I would like to say, I dun think any reader will read e whole “article”, but jus telling, last paragraph is the sum up of feelings for the whole semester, etc.… u might like to read that only~~

“Suffering” ended on 28 Aug 5.40pm~
Please give me 5min to get over it (last paper), then think of Mayday and 傻傻对自己笑 (that day was their concert). Wait! I can’t smile to myself in MRT~~ or else ppl think I'm crazy. Honestly, during that travelling time in the train, I was trying very hard not to “smile out loud”! 真的很难不笑(‘siao’)~ [ok stop stop, out of ‘studies’ topic alrdy] -_-

Week 17 (10 – 14 Aug) – Projects submission
Week 18 (17 – 21 Aug) – Project presentations + Study week
Following 2 weeks – Exam period

Exams:
I’m considered lucky, I ‘only’ have 2 papers, so my holidays will start 1 week earlier. Accounting on 25 Aug. Economics on 28 Aug.
重点不是假期多长，而是我不需要读那么多! Since Yr1 Sem1, this time exams least no. of modules for exams de! yay~

Projects:
MMWD & IDA (group) are combined. Creating an online site to sell things, i.e. clothes (my group). Submission on 14 Aug. Presentation on 17 Aug.
RWPS (individual): A project since Week 1. >15 pages report on evaluation of a bad website. Submission on 12 Aug. Presentation on 19 Aug.

So these 3 modules just have projects, no final exams. As for the other module, Statistics, 1-year module, just this time dun haf lo. Next sem week 3 then got SPSS test… I’m usually not concentrating during spss lsn. Ohoh!

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RWPS project
Report submission
为了它, 我变变变! 超人 变成 超级无敌完蛋的人 化成为 超级无敌笨蛋的人 that’s coz I last min-ed! :O
超人 coz submission on wed. on tues, many parts not done yet. Told my fren, if I cant complete by nite, I must be 超人.
超级无敌完蛋的人 coz by wed morning (didn’t slp), I only managed to edit my work done, e pics n another section of it. Didn’t know e graphs/charts (insert charts into word from excel) so diffi to make! Needa go sch alrdy, no time to cont. ohoh!
超级无敌笨蛋的人 how? Long story. In sch… cher blur, tot today’s our presentation, I tot can dun submit e report today (rly “dream on” duh!) still consultation lsn, if u wana ask qns go ask, if ur report done, submit n u can go. Need to submit by 10.50am, no excuse to be late, lik printer jam, traffic jam, pet die -_-, etc. aiyo, I tot maybe can submit by 5pm or wadeva de, to think tt’s she’s rly strict! Wadeva it is, I'm seriously dead! Haf to rush thru e whole report in the 2h or so. Somewhere in the middle, cher came personally to me, say I didn’t ask any qns, she’s worried abt me, hmmm then she saw I hvn complete it, ask me work faster. She kept stressing, 9.30am must go n print it out alrdy. But I'm still writing… till abt 10.40. I had a tough time separating the pgs to print, coz I duno y mine cant number the pgs correctly. 手忙脚乱-ing. Went to printing room, xf back from somewhere, then she said she jus nw got queue for duno what, then she went inside n told e person if can let me 1st. heng yes. While inside, I then realise I 4gt to take my wallet! _ sent for printing, n went back into classroom. N ya no color, all my effort in the pics wasted! Actually I still not sure summary, content pg, acknowledgements come 1st, etc. asked fren who oso last min de (she didn’t go for lsn, she rushed her rpt at home or somewhere). Aiya, then I oso cant bother le, stapled acc to my labels. I think it looks weird, something’s missing, but couldn’t make out what! Ok, 差不多要成为超级无敌笨蛋的人了. I went inside classrm to submit, while passing to cher with both hands, I saw sth else’s report, cai realise I 4gt e title pg (cover pg)! too late. I said aiyo, I 4gt e title pg, cher said I know. Ahhh grrrr! Stupid me. That’s how I became 超级无敌笨蛋的人… anw that cher said she wont wait for ppl, when time’s up, she’ll go off, but she still did so, act act de. @_@ That day was really a bad day, who ask me to last min-ed… regret no use. I dun think I’ll ever learn this mistake.

Presentation
I think I didn’t sleep the previous nite. In the morning then prepared speech (2 pages with full paragraphs!), last min printed out. (so “lay chey”, send email to ownself, switch on bro’s com n printer to print out) didn’t really prepare jiu went out, coz cant late. In bus n train, tried to memorise / rmb e points, but mostly dozed off accidentally. Arrived 15 mins earlier, but couldn’t rly do much le. During other groups’ presentations, I still trying to rmb. 3 groups shall present b4 e break, e other 3 grps after. I think my grp planned to go to 3rd one b4 break de. Mus ‘chop’, if not if e grp went up, our grp will be dead. Placed laptop fast aft e 2nd grp, but another grp oso stood up. We den give in lo, let them 1st. better for me, since I wan more time. But tt grp took a lot of time, more than 30min. cher asked if we still wanted a break, it’s our choice, then say a short one… I went to toilet, then tried to look good in front of e mirror (ha, still ugly D;) fren came in, ask still here? My grp’s turn. I said hah, start le ah!? Oh hvn, whew. I then went back. They really were setting up e laptop. Aiyo, not fair, our grp only allowed 20min. Tsk! My turn, 3rd speaker, I 4gt evything! I think I missed out a lot of points, n my 毛病, kept getting stuck in what I want to say. Aiyo, v bad! T.T Q&A session. Evybody must talk, 20 marks leh. But I talk v little, only once. That fren said a lot… even took e one which was my part de! :@ few days later, I then realise she was trying to get points for herself, leaving us e rest of e members nth much to say. Omg… haiz, again, bad presentation! Hate hate hate!

flash tutor came by... need to submit a small flash assignment by today. i wasnt done with it yet! so do most of our classmates. tutor said it's our choice that we chose wed to submit mah. then he said allow us to send it to him by 5pm. ha, thx to my fren, she asked if can 12mn, n he finally allowed! n so, if submit by the day's 12mn, we will get bonus marks (actually we thinking how much e bonus will be, since e thingy oso constitute of 5% of whole module -_-). if not real deadline is fri. kk, i see how 1st. aiyo, they wana take class photos again. poo! (e one with e camera sent e photos to us, u think i'll post e pics here hah! nah~ plus i'm so ugly. i look funny in the informal photo ok! for 1 of e pics where i was being blocked, if i were to post here, my caption will be "see, im so ugly that my cher's blocking me"...) for e flash... when at home, i needed to sleep! for quite a few hrs, n there's only few hours to 12mn. n i felt there's no time to complete it. i still tried to do it. tough! at 1st i think of submitting it on fri (no bonus marks, that is!) since i did it not v well enuf. i gave up this idea, not for the bonus marks, but im lazy to do e assignmt better alrdy, so i jus submitted what i haf. haiz, not satisfied with it though. no choice. after i sent in e email, i think 12.01am lehs. ;O

MMWD & IDA project
Submission
actually... throughout, most work r done by VV, including those videos, flash, premiere pro, vbscript codes using dreamweaver. felt bad... =X on that day of submission itself, we last min-ed too, combining all our 3 work tgt n stuff. actually at that time, i was doing my own things (e.g. chatting at CR) coz i didnt know what to help! 不好意思-ing, but i rly not able to help in anything. aiyo, then time nearing le, then cl rmb need to put e sources for e things we took from e internet n stuff. wah not enuf time le n not exactly easy to track down e sites, so need to 随便 & 偷工减料, instead of putting e source for each clothes, we jus put 1 link for each category. oh dear..haiz! rly no time le. then needed to rename e folder to put in the dvd-rom... then vv's so nervous n kept typing wrongly. had difficulty combining e files n saving into it too! *huffed n puffed* then 1 had to rush to submit to ida tutor, n 1 to flash tutor. i dun think i know either of their rooms, 1 is t22 which i not sure how to go, n 1 is at t19 i know but cl said e tutor changes his room le, n she not sure e room no. but then nvm, e ida more 要紧, 4pm. e flash de didnt say e time, but shld be 5pm. so cl went to e ida de. whilst, vv found some problems.. aft cl came back, both of them went there again. hmm tutor said nvm. cont to save. n i duno what other problems pop up again =/ finally done, n we were late. cl went up. vv rmb sth tt we need to tell e tutor, so i rang up cl. then turned out to be e tutor wan e whole grp to be there, i cant rly hear clearly what cl saying. then vv n i went up, leaving our things bhind (laptops n all!!! i only took my hp.) wah got many other ppl from other class de in e room. so 尴尬. y r we late?... hmmm tutor gave us 1 bookmark each, with messages on the back. (omg, how sweet! :P) then say wana take class photos with us on presentation day. he asked if we stayed overnight last nite. cl jus nod her head embarrassingly. then i made a blunder n a fool of myself! i said out tt e tutor meant staying in sch overnite leh. -_- he meant at home, or wherever. poof. humph, bad day! D:

Presentation
1 of the rule: cannot be late, once groups start to present, the doors are locked, until all groups have presented. If I'm not wrong, we arranged to meet 1h earlier, but 3 of us were late (i arrived 1st~~), we oso didn’t do much after we 3 met. sian, wear formal! VV told me the things i needed to say, ok, 差不多 those i had prepared (i didnt rly prepare)~ ohya, I 负责say those purchasing process n some flash. CL 负责 say intro n those on flash. VV jus to click click click! :@ ok, at e classroom, another class joined jus to 凑热闹! sian. 3rd grp to present. wad the!, same old me, nervous, stuttering, forgetful, screwed up my part of presentation. T.T comments by the 2 tutors on our website (anw, i somehow felt that exchanged on their roles for e 1st 2 grps. flash tutor commented on ida things. ida tutor commented on flash n other design thingys. !!?? o.O): 1st by ida tutor - she uses the word professional. woohoo!!~ i was trying hard not to smile haolian-ingly... hmm lik saying we r consistent in our pages bah. i dun rmb what else she mentioned. flash tutor, he agreed with our ida cher by saying he agree e site's professional (hah, being the 2nd to comment, u dare to disagree!? :P). then he pointed out many minor problems! (i wan to get angry with this. doesnt he knows that many minor points will add up to bcum a major problem?! lol.) including some grammar abt "about us". speaking of this, this tutor funny leh, kept spotting grp's grammar/spelling mistakes, his eyes so sharp!!! lol. for 1 grp he described as..., i duno e exact word he used, i think sleek/slick or sth, it sounds lik "shit", e whole class is shocked! then turned out to be a LOL. hmm n i 4gt what other minor things he mentioned. haha, thx for e compliments, u 2 tutors!~ but then im not sure whether they see presentation skills as well. oh my... hmmm then rly took photos. e cameras r of e other class de bah, i didnt receive any pics of that day.

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for those presentations including another 1 of rwps one... i wore formally. i tot tt rwps cher said need to wear skirt, i then go buy de. as well as high-heeled covered shoes. troublesome leh!! though she urged us not to spend money to buy clothes/shoes... e 1st time i wore e whole formal wear..e day was bad, rainy as well. n i can considered e 1st time wear high-heels n skirt.. so unnatural! e skirt kept "running" to its side too, when walking to mrt station, i was shocked tt e zip ran from e middle to e side! i was lik adjusting it while walking (disgusting rite?), went toilet then realise... skirt was actually still ok, compared to e shoes. so tight, painful painful painful! T.T e 1st time i even had to ask my mum to bring me my shoes to e bus-stop, i rly couldnt walk any further. humph, still have e "scars". grrrr.
for the next few times, i was still stubborn to bring shoes to sch to change... =X


Accounting exam
Preparation
Real started to do the past yr papers since the previous Thurs. that day had Econs make-up lecture, u decide whether u wan to go. I wanted to go, but woke up late, reached 45 min late, I dun think I dare to go in le. Asked fren to wait for me outside, she passed me my worksheet she borrowed. I peeked in n saw she n another fren asking lecturer qns, I went in… that day got copied notes, I oso got it from her. Wanted to copy it immediately then she said on e day of the accounting exam then returned her, since econs paper after acc paper. I then went to printing room to print some past yr papers, then library to meet another fren to revise acc tgt, she didn’t go to e lecture la, to think she arrived in sch earlier than me… we talked a lot, did the past yr papers, timed ourselves, did the calculation qns w/o referring to textbk (I hvn evn revise, how to do them w/o referring, she said dun care…), skipped all the theory. Those w/o ans are worse lo, duno how to do. More n more unanswered qns as we did the papers, lesser n lesser heart to do them. Next few days I did e papers at home, but e amount done is lesser than that done in sch that day. Revised by re-looking at the answers of the past yr papers, then tutorials done per week, and followed by the textbk, finally looking at the theory. Many to rmb n memorise! Ohoh, I think I left e most impt theory to the last. I'm always so stubborn, haiz! Only slept for abt 3h.

On that day…
Paper was 12.30-2.40pm. arranged to meet fren at mrt at 11.45am. reached earlier. There so noisy, can’t concentrate, kept looking arnd too. Fren arrived on time, we went to quiet place in the sch. Among talks, we did last min revision. I tried to rmb e theory I hvn rly memorise yet, haiz, diffi to rmb into head alrdy. 争取时间-ing, didn’t go washroom with fren. Then another fren found me there, n was surprised lol. … off to classroom. I outside still looking at textbk. Zzz. Time to get in. ohoh! 1st 10 min for reading only. Omg omg, tough! Oh dear, only 1 theory qn. E one I left it to the last n hvn kept in my brain de! Gosh! Regret no use la. During e paper oso not v successful. Even skipped one qn at 1st. Paper ended. Time is actually just right, but no time to check and think more. Haiz! Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Fren pointed out sth when another fren asked me abt it… the qn wrote net loss, not net profit. Aiyo, I'm so stupid duh! I only see e amount $$$ w/o reading e statement. :@ 本来这一题是可以拿满分的, 现在没机会了! T.T 你说气不气? 只能怪自己, 眼瞎的… cher asked us how we find e paper, we said diffi. He said nvm, will hv moderation. We r lik saying, no much use de la. Grr, think I can’t get an A liao. My 2 previous CAs are at a stake too, 1 more point above an A nia. Boohoo!

Went out again to trim hair. Not much difference.


Economics exam
Preparation
Time for me to revise: Tues after ACC paper. Wed. Thurs. Fri before Econs paper. Since no time to revise tgt with Accounting at that time.
Tues – 4gt abt it, didn’t study at all. Wed – started on last topic, took long to read n memorise. Took own sweet time to study the other chapters, not many. Thurs – still slacking!? Hmm yea. =X Fri – still not speed reading… thinking won’t help anything alrdy. Lalala.

On that day…
Paper was 4-5.40pm. Again, arranged to meet that fren 45 min earlier at 3.15pm. I reached at 2.45pm, to think that she’s alrdy there! Was actually surprised! Hah, both of us reached 30min earlier than meeting time. Walked to block, went to study bench to do last min revision, somehow noisy, and can’t do much reading too. Time to go. Again, didn’t go washrm. While waiting for lift, met some other classmates. Decided to climb up the stairs. Gah, I looked at notes while walking up. Humph. Continued to do so outside classroom. Then no choice haf to enter le. 10 min reading time. First 3 MCQ are easy. 嘎，原来只是开胃菜. Rest of qns are diffi including the OE. Dead. Dun rly haf time to think during the 10min. paper started… and ended. Managed to attempt all the qns, but some are half done, but anw, even if there’s more time, I cant think of the ans too, since didn’t really study. Oh dear!! just HOPE for a pass for this paper. Aiyo, if fail this paper, how ah, v weird leh, since I scored full marks for CA. =/

After the paper, we still talking n discussing the qns. I didn’t say much, as my mind is dead alrdy. But erm, thinking of Mayday. I must be in a good mind to attend the concert, rite? They waited for me as I went to refill water bottle. I then rmded fren that she had forgotten to take her bottle from the classroom, again. Lol~ walked to mrt. Still talking abt e paper, humph!! For info for the rest of the day, pls read the Mayday DNA concert blog, which will be updated on XX/XX/09. I think those who went to concert n has a blog, I’m e only one who hasn’t updated(?) ;D

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Results gotten so far + Opinions
MMWD Flash test – 96%
stated in blog last time

MMWD CA2 – 21/25
this is on the introduction of group members & commercial videos. Other than acting our videos out, I didn’t do anything else. All work – editing in Flash, Premiere Pro, Photoshop, etc. – was done by one member. Opps! Actually I think not fair leh, my group considered v nice (自夸)… another group not as nice as much work done, they gotten e same marks as us. :@ well, this time cher’s lenient.

IDA Dreamweaver test – 80%
4gt if stated in blog last time. Just nice, an A. A little weird… a lab test… in both sems in yr 1, got 2 lab tests. Those no confidence de can get A, how come this 1 got confidence oso A?

IDA Written test – 78%
stated in blog last time. U might not have read it, coz I didn’t publish e post at original date.

ECONS test – 100%
stated in blog last time

A joke by tutor which i think i hvn posted b4:
Horse-riding can help to lose weight. So a fat woman went horse-riding for 3 months, but she did not lose any weight. It's the horse which loses 10 kg.

STATS CA1 online test – 85%
Not rly accurate de. Do at home. So can refer. Allowed to do as many times as u wan, till u get a score u r satisfied with. Can cheat, ask ppl to help u do n whatsoever. I tried many times, get high score, then got worser… I even tried 1 qn by 1qn to make sure that qn will be correct. There’s change in qns though. Finally got back my 85% (shld be my highest record), I dun dare try again alrdy, oso for fear that there might be limit of no. of tries. Well, only 5% of overall module marks.

STATS CA2 – 91%
Mad at my results. Think careless mistakes. Highest is 98%, same fren again. Many get pretty high too. Hah, still can have ppl getting 50% for this paper, yet the CA1 online test 100%. Obvious cheating done in the ca1. After this paper, think many are lagging, since there won’t be final exams, n other tests till next sem.

BA CA1 – 84%
BA CA2 – 78%
Haiz! The “must score well” module. When giving back CA1, cher said why!? Can do better. I said previous night didn’t sleep. I duno what else he’s saying, coz I was busy looking out for frens’ marks. 2 closest frens got 100m. @_@ For CA2, we waited for, I think, 3 weeks. 1st week only announced those who failed n needed re-test, as well as those who missed e test. At that time still cant heave a relief as it only meant a pass, not necessarily be v gd. Said this out, n my frens blame me for that. 乌鸦嘴? But so true lo! 2nd week, still didn’t tell us. Only told our class we are all safe. My fren wanted to ask, I told her cher will say 安全only la, n I was right. 3rd week, finally returned us, tgt with another class. To think that my CA2’s worse than CA1! Sighs. When giving back mine, e cher said ‘tsk tsk tsk’, boohoo. My 2 frens who got full mark that time, this time got 90 (cher oso tsk x3) n 98 (cher feels aiyo for her)… e other class got 1 get full marks. For me, I sort of expected my results wont be v gd so I'm not feeling v sad, 至少我不会表现出来~ I was feeling alright de, till I said sth wrong to my other fren. Hmm, her motive is to win another fren, yet this time she still lost out. then I said, aiya, 不一定高分就会高兴, 可能更伤心. Then she said actually I didn’t score v well. I'm not rly v sure what she implying, I then said I know ah. Then I lik feel sad le. Hmmm. So, combining these 2 papers, mine jus nice an A, but at a risk, I guess. There’s still final exam, n participation marks. Tough. Actually I'm feeling quite puzzled. I did all the tutorials, while my fren dun rly do, jus copy. How come I cant score as well as her. Humph. Not that I must win her, jus that I'm angry with myself.

RWPS RJs – 74.5%
I guess this is a pretty gd score(?). I know 4 other frens de scores, though I get highest among, not much feeling coz I know I’ll lose out in the report n oral presentations. My RJ1 (76) is better than RJ2 (73). I think same marks for grammar. RJ1’s abt teamwork, done w/ any warning. RJ2’s abt saying own’s weaknesses and strengths of e oral presentation we had done (that time we got videotaped D: I'm damn ugly. Yikes.), wanted to do b4hand de, but didn’t. I rly cant find any strength, then anyhw write, abt 7/8 of the RJ was on my weaknesses ;D most are actually not required. Craps! But still okay score bah. Ohya, RJ = Reflection Journal.

Most puzzled: ECONS
Most happy: IDA Written test
Most angry: STATS CA2
Most sad: BA CA1 & BA CA2

不一定要高分才是最开心的~

N so, time flies, 1 semester was over! If u rmb my trouble last time b4 sch starts, i.e. whether to transfer class… hmm I guess I’ve made the right choice of transferring into this class, I'm happy in it, even though r/s with classmates aren’t v gd yet (still didn’t talk to most). As for that fren who talked me out of transferring into this class n even said those “hurtful” words of dun wan us to stick tgt always… I’m still on talking terms with her, we indeed didn’t stay tgt always le, but frenship’s still gd. Except there’s a lil embarrassment at the start of the sem in the 1st week, e rest r okay le. Whether it’s coz I'm 容易心软, I do not know, 朋友总好过敌人吧… Felt that talking with her is quite comfortable even compared to the other 2 closer frens, are English-speaking de, now. As for other classmates, I duno y I jus dun haf courage to initiate talks with them. Sometimes I rly wish I can speak up n join their conversations (sometimes abt entertainmt, which happens to be my fav topic [I suppose]), but I jus cant do it. Well, I'm really not their sanguine type. Anw, I'm not sure how Sem 2 will go, might be worse, coz there might need to have some change in our groupings which probably have some problems among us. We shall see after 19 Oct 09~ b4 e start of next sem, e other impt date is 23 Sep, where our results will be out. I'm not sure if I’ll know all the modules as 2 of them are 1-year modules. U asking for my confidence level? ehh 50-50 bah. only can say hope can get at least a pass in rwps.