3rd post of 2010.
Totally didnt blog for school for Term 3 (8 weeks). Only "evidence" in twitter n sms. As stated in prev. post… For e whole while, didnt delete all the SMSes (for blogging convenience), coz I tot I wanted to write, but kept dragging till … 4gt abt it (as in 算了). I’m just always lik this, can’t help! Whatever happened during those months will be kept in memory ^^ {omg, when i deleted e smses, it took so long!! didnt know it sort of delete them one by one though deleted using folder...}

3 weeks of holidays ended so fast! On 3 Jan, can see nearly everywhere “Sch is reopening tmr”. Indeed! Sian lo, surely no heart to study liaos, etc. problems [等等问题]. B4 that, radio ranks on Sun as usual~ 1st week of 2010 sia! Hoho. {i cant bear it last week, coz it was the last week of 2009 :O}

883 – Top song: 心碎雨（黄靖伦）、increase most: 失业情歌（胡彦斌）、decrease most: 第几个100天（林俊杰）
933 – Top song: 说谎（林宥嘉）、increase most: 第几个100天（林俊杰）、decrease most: 坦白（萧亚轩）
1003 – Top song: 第几个100天（林俊杰）、increase most: 心酸（林宥嘉）、decrease most: 你为什么说谎（丁当）

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WOW, LOLS, 第几个100天appeared differently for all 3 ranks. Pro in 1003, no.1 for twice in jus 3 weeks [NEW at no.11]. Congrats on 稳坐了榜首位置~

Ok, SCHOOL!
i urge u not to continue reading, coz they are boring! overall, it had been a "lousy" week! esp after Wed. crying mood!

Mon, 4 Jan
Still slept “early”, nearly 5am. N then didn’t wake on time. There’s this mindset that tutor wld be late, anyway~ When finally reached classroom, it’s alrdy 8.45am, for an 8am lsn ;O oo, going thru tutorials, not prev. test. Ok, alrdy done e tut, but then still need to copy down coz of different words used. After some qns or sth, he sdnly said we wana talk abt our CA. still cant return our papers back yet as ppl still need retest/make-up, he read out our marks, asking us if can jus read out evyone’s. yea, np. Weird, didn’t read out mine when my name was supposed to be said out. Oh, tutor saw wrongly, saying my marks for e next person. I get 88 marks. Sian diao! Kinda less, comparing with my expectation [maybe I wan a score of more than 90]. For the rest of the day, I still kept thinking abt it, n was still feeling rather sad. But 88’s a nice number though. ^^
top scorer gotten 99 marks sia! omg x3 grrs, fren XF gotten 2nd of 96m.

2h break, followed e others to FC4 (Koufu) [i still wondering where they were walking to!], ordered guotiao soup from noodles store, which I always buy from if come here. V diffi to 夹 sia! O.O Left some time, we decided to go to the new Hilltop Library back at our block there. Hah, XF tot we have to come back to FC4 here later, when we dun even haf any lsns here LOL. Haiz, tiring, really is hilltop! Dots. While walking, I talked with SM, abt future and Uni, etc. Almost same thinkings, dun wana go Uni, n no idea where to go or what to do aft poly. We went to 2nd lvl de, pushed those chairs/sofas arnd LOL. I did nth though. Alamak, sian la! Wireless cannot work! Connected, but no limitability [whatever it is]. Then wireless@SG can connect, but cant go onto e Net, cant display. 4gt abt it… played those offline games – minesweeper, spider solitaire n solitaire.

Ok, finally time for FMA lecture. MLT10 first. During…sleepy! Walao, he kept repeating this! “Will return us our test papers during tutorial this week, so I wan evyone of u to be present.” Later, he oso added that e fail rate is high! Omg, sian diao, scary! Ohya, b4 that, someone talked to us abt China OITP, not interested! 1h break again, 4gt what we did. Then lecture again, sleepy too. AS USUAL.

Last lsn WSD 3-5pm. B4 start, classmate told us that she had asked who failed e FMA test, only 2, she herself n another guy. Oh, so that shall a relief to us all. Idk y I said I felt lik failing -_-
WSD..Can’t know our test results yet, coz got person called Shawn who hasn’t taken the paper. Who the heck is he??!! Not from our class. Argh, I duno y we cant know our results likdat. But nvm, dun wish to know, coz I know I didn’t do v well. Only managed to complete 2 out of 4 qns, whereby 1 of them with a slight error , and the other 2 qns were rubbish! D:
Ok, then we have lab practical to do. LP1 kinda easy, but again, I made a blunder. Oh, he wont mark it this time, only e subsequent LPs. End of lsn~

Went to discuss our PNMM proj. Need to submit e CA draft tmr. We hvn re-do / continue doing. Hmm, we jus separate those parts. There are 2 phases; 2 take 1 each, then separate to 2 parts for each person again. Oh great, XF had brought e book. Oh well, each grp is supposed to have at least 1 bk within a grp. That bk is textbk but it costs abt $36! Then only XF had it. XF and ZX went to photocopy e parts. I offered to take e book home~ other than seeing those needed for this time, I oso can see those previously learnt once, heh x3! As expected, those 2 chose the easier one! GRRR! I said I weaker leh! Then oc they 反驳, saying they last time even haf to take that eng module. Haiz, suan le! Go home!! oh, i nearly 4gt i need to alight at Pioneer MRT, coz BL new interchange le.. hvn see, but acc to mum, v inconvenient. aww, i dun lik to alight at pioneer. bo bian la..

At 8pm, went to watch Million Singer. Dun haf celebs I like but nvm. I think arnd 8.30pm, I was alrdy dozing off, n didn’t rly watch liao. At 9, saw next ep’s ad, ooh Evan Yo! Haha n e ad’s so funny, coz of e 2 lil girls. Hmm ok, back to my room bed, slept!! Tot abt Dad’s bday cake, when’s he going to blow e candles!? Argh, too slpy, couldn’t care less. Hmm duno what time, awaken up to eat dinner. N then looks lik I’ve missed e cake part, a pity! During mdn, tried doing e pnmm ca draft, couldn’t rly write a lot. Ohoh! Think I spent more time wasting bah. 1st day jus likdat, actually I dun feel too good alrdy.

As stated in prev. post, other than sch starting today… it’s also Dad’s bday n it’s 1 year since 五月天[真正的快乐]新歌飙唱会! My first time seeing them LIVE and attending a concert [this 1 considered la! An open 1!]~ yippee! ^^ (oh! Also e day I got lost from SIS)

Tues, 5 Jan
Hand muscles ache lik mad! from carrying laptop to n fro from home to sch. lik evy new term 2nd day, will painful de... ;(
*didnt slp in mdn aft waking at 12am. listening to 933. at 4am, aired rynn's qtzdn. at 7.54am, air rynn's bzmm! omg!! unable to believe myself, i kept looking at e radio n double-checking it's 933! coz nv heard bzmm on 933 before. gosh. lol, excited. lmao!*

Yoohoo, then today makes 1 year since 五月天《后青春期的诗》签名会~ =)
2 lsns today, sounds short? It’s 11am – 6pm!
Late for abt 5-10mins. (?) 1. Try to submit e draft as earlier as possible. 2. During e ppt slides talking, too slpy n kept dozing off. 3. Next lsn present tut 4 [last yr de] & 8 [new 1, hvn do].
2h break, guess we jus ate n slacked. Ohya, I edited e parts xf n zx did for pnmm draft.
WEC 3-6pm ;( Learnt abt feedback form, which is what we have to do for our next CA. later, we were also told that qn will be posted on 18 Jan n submit on 22 Jan [next day or whenever, received email that qn posted on 11th instead.] XF used my laptop to read novels, so I was jus listening/dozing off. Only awake during small grp work, er u wan individual oso alright la. We oc did it as a grp. Haiz, my eng jus bad la! Our grp needs to present, none of us willing to go up to present. LS kept asking XF, in e end she went, but almost unwillingly. At e end, we could go off le. XF didn’t wait for us to finish packing, she said she gt sth on n went off le. Aww, surely angry with LS/us… when the rest of us walked back to mrt, LS received sms from XF, saying she alrdy had appmt, in e end, she oso added dun think too much o. oh LOL. Ok hopefully. K think nth else to blog abt this day.

Wed, 6 Jan
Nth “memorable” today. 要掰出一个的话，那就是… 1 month since Ashin’s bday. :D
From mdn, tried to rush e pnmm draft. Im ext slow, I guess~ “Completed” it at abt 9plus am, then send to tutor. Ok, late for class. It’s evything FMA [accounting] today. 10-12pm tutorial. 2-3pm lecture. Late for abt 20-25min :O tutorial… I only did Q1 part (a)~ this tut always scared of being called, n being asked of qn u duno de. He went down e register de, but some qns asked us, so we oso duno which qn will be answered. Whew, this time didn’t manage to reach my name. 2 to 3 ppl to my turn though. Ahhh, need to get back our test papers! No confidence. Think will get 50 plus or 60 plus nia. Hoh, I’m right, got 64. SIGHS! Weirdly, I was kinda satisfied though [happier than that 88 marks 1! :O], maybe bcoz I didn’t expect v much for this alrdy. Weakest among frens, again. Tsk! @_@ of coz still sad la. haf to work harder for next CA which's coming soon, as said in lecture on mon.

2h break then lecture. Sian. LS, XF and ZX (she last min) not attending. I jus wana go. Joined VV and CL for lunch. Felt kinda bad, w/o others, I then join them. Well, last term sort of I sometimes joined this grp, sometimes that. ;x Off to FC6, fully occupied! Perhaps have to da bao, go look for other bench. Turned back, in a while, CL asked if wana go e other side, oh ok lo, anything. Aha!! Then we found a table. Yays. In a while, "moved hse", coz CL charging her laptop at e side table. Went to vegetarian store, though e yong tau fu store was nearer, but a lot of ppl, sian. Ate. No one to clear table, sian! After waiting for a while, we then carried e plates to e other side. CL, like always so busy, walked here n there to lib or wherever. Then e 2 of them looked at their laptop, think they discuss their proj. I didn’t bring lappy, so looked at e fma papers; test, that day’s tutorial and lecture notes [I brought e full set, but I think I didn’t touch them]. Dozed off mostly! Omg.

Walked to lecture hall blur-ly. guess i kept dozing off as well during lecture. at e end, CA2!! gosh, kinda many topics too! told myself, i must study hard for this! i siao le! i was kinda happy abt it, even said it out to fren, set myself in embarrassment. lol. =/ home. dalala.

mdn, arnd 12+am. mum came into my room to talk. irritating, cant do my things [not studies] on laptop. she talked abt problems n troubles...
1. Cousin, whose mum sort of abandoned her. she lives in a rented house with some other unknown ppl... mum then said abt e possible dangers. grrrs, scary to me! i teared a lil, hmmm.
2. Dad. his illness getting worse! now another! heart blood blockage. n of coz, mum mentioned $$$, n other things.
idk y abruptly, i said “不要再讲了啦!” (dun say anymore!), i got choked in my thrt, n then, uh, i cried out loud!! {it was 1am} mum took some time to "pacify" me =/ she said "i didnt even cry, y did u cry?!" hmm, her voice was kinda weird then. i stopped crying, but still will feel lik doing so. kept blowing nose then.. dots. =$

Thurs, 7 Jan
1st lecture start at 9am, I was supposed to wake at 7+am, I did so but went to sleep again. …open eyes, 模模糊糊, duno what’s e time, cont slp. When next real woke, alrdy 8.50am! :O at last, decided to skip this lect, jus go for 2nd one. Oh, to think that I was late for it too, still tot I’ll be early. Coz I took my own sweet time n kept sneezing badly at home. Of coz, e lect hall filled liao. At e entrance, I tot I’ve seen where my frens sat, but when I walked to e right n down, can’t see alrdy. But in the end, I still did, n joined them. It was only after a while that I noticed XF’s not there. i did smsed her in e morning, hmm mayb she did attend e 1st lect, not this.

went to Hilltop Library with ZX. she's lik saying dun care abt e other 2, who werent here, when i asked abt them. i brwed e econs lecture notes of jus nw to copy. after that, revised stats, yay 看得懂~ coz uh this lecturer arhh... ... only 1h break, so kinda fast over le. went out of lib. lol, XF was behind us, she said she's dwstairs, while we were upstairs..
ahhh nonono! *****

wsd. lab practical 2. i alrdy done it at home. ytd / jus nw (mdn).. at that time when i completed at home, i still troubled how ah.. in sch, do what? re-do or whatever. finally decided with re-do, so i set another folder, n get LP1 done 1st.
aww! duno y try in sch de, cant work! oh heng, lucky i got back-up. phew!

project. next Mon haf to show tutor, database, Homepage, Register & Login pages. we then discussed on who to do what. Me, XF, ZX database. LS [who wasnt here] Homepage FLASH. Competent VV rest of them. awww, how unfair, lol ;x n then we discussed what to include in e database...
aft sch, we 3 stayed back to do e database. use my laptop. they say i type. shush! i cant think, as usual. ;X i think there r redundant tables though. arghs. net connection wasnt good! in a while, net can work, sometimes not. e product thingy, i haf to do it at home. ok, go home! [hmm, mum did smsed me if wan meet in jp, i said ok, but duno e time will go home. lol, in e end, she otw home le! =.= still say dun care that bro... then she went home coz of him!]

evening. Della 丁当 on 933 at 6.45-7.15pm. i bathed, so missed e front! gahs.
nite. 8.50pm - bzmm on 933 :D [DJ: 等一下播林宇中的新歌不转木马]
hurriedly sms Joanne, coz she wana listen this on 933, hahah. funny how we got so excited!! :D

Fri, 8 Jan
BAD BAD BAD DAY!!!
pnmm. lik said on tues, haf to present tut 4 & 8. different groups.. tut4 1st. neednt stand in front of class, jus say ans from seats, it's lik 1 group ans 1 qn. 1 of our grp members didnt come, but then we didnt ans e qn. e 1st 4 qns all ansed by others! left last qn, which coincidentally... e guy who's supposed to do, didnt do it! so last min search for answers n answer. i did answer too. ok 混过去 la~

ok tut 8 grping, which is e normal project grouping... no need to present too, tutor will go round n also to check our CA draft. my grp didnt do e tut, but i did a little last nite / mdn. i need others to give ideas/opinions how i can ans, but they were lik heck care de! esp XF n ZX ah! said oso duno what thing is about, even though i've sort of explained alrdy. then they provided sth, but when i asked how to elaborate, they were lik do what u think la. i was alrdy extremely fed up with them lo! LS's better coz she helped me more. haiz, it's grp work leh, but they didnt care abt it.

tutor came to our grp... walao, didnt even check n see that tut 8! only looked at ca draft. hmmm, he said he least worry is our grp. XF's n ZX's faces r lik proud le!! however, i wasnt happy n relaxed. mayb coz sort of left my part only! n didnt know how to do! didnt rly know what to ask too. only asked if need to separate e info into those 4 parts. grrs, tutor cant seem to uds me. ... hmm i've asked LS to bring me e photocopied notes {coz i've returned e bk to XF}.. but she didnt haf my part, arghs! in e end decided to brw from someone to photocopy later. then XF lik saying to ZX, then none of our business liao lo. hmm, i duno if it's after or b4 this, but i told them in a about-to-cry mood, almost "this is grp work leh, not say u 2 hv completed ur parts, u all oso must help (me) 1 mah!" ... humph, i 4gt what happened aft that. was sort of tearing liao!! didnt cry out la.

at end of lsn, went to find SQ to brw her bk to photocopy, lmao, she was abt to put into her bag, when i find her, she lik passing it to me, w/o saying anything. ok, then i wanted to ask tutor if need to include a particular thingy. but ppl was arnd him! VV wanted to ask sth too i think. then i asked her my qn, she said need. oh ok... aft that went to photocopy b4 going to econs lsn.

ahhh, will know our test results later after tutorial. i guess i'll get at most 70plus. LOL, n i was right as well. ooh, meaning i know myself? hmmm. i got 72marks, sad!! but at least improved from last time of a score of 64, whew. gahs, once again, lost out to all of frens! LS 74. XF & ZX 88. haiz x3. there're 3 top scorers of 90m. tutor is lame lo! he said 2 good news. i 4gt one of them. e other is ... he said to CL, congrats u win ur bro (another class) by 2m. lmao!

hmm, anything else? ;x go home~ walked back w e other frens n lagged bhind as usual, didnt open my mouth at all. mad mood! alrdy planned to avoid them when reached e mrt station. ooh, i no need to do so! XF n ZX wanted to go to e sch's Open House see see, ofc didnt wan to go w them! jus shook head slightly. LS nvm.. coz diff ways.
hmm mrt-ed alone, weeee. sian, haf to go to central to buy food for bro as well as mine, coz mum acc dad to hosp. i smsed mum, mentioning that i was in an extremely bad n crying mood. well, true! i was tearing alrdy. reasons? well well, of coz e project, n frens' reactions towards it jus nw, n oso e test results, all of them! i've scored badly, oh well, as compared to frens. they all were always lik sometimes didnt attend lectures, copied my ans for tutorials, etc., but they all still scored so well. so i was sad. aft a while, mum CALLed me. her voice was v low, n 1st qn is 做么? idk y out of a sudden, my tears gushed out!! must haf looked bad.. w duno how many ppl seeing. lalala. wiping tears n blowing nose when call ended. obv mum hadnt heard it. might as well (but i told her at nite ;x)

reached pioneer. took bus to go central to buy lunch. went to stall where bro wana eat de, 手工面.. at 1st im not evn sure if it's this stall... hmm, dun haf 手工面 liao, e lady named some others n asked me if i wan. well, i haf to ask. stupid me, called mum instead of 当事人: my bro. mum said she oso duno what guy wans, coz he's lik so fussy, then asked me to call bro. ohyahor, im damn stupid orh! n then called bro, "no more 手工面 leh, what do u wan to eat?" siao, he evn said he dun wan. whew, i didnt give up, asked if he wans beehoon soup, n he said ok. went to order~ e uncle asked if wan chopsticks n spoon, i said no. then he said, go home eat arh? he was smiling. yikes, y talk to me! sry, bad mood. went home, walked back home. no way was i going to take bus n waste transport!

nite. again.. Della 丁当 on 933! 9.30-10.30pm~ hahahaha, when saying those musicppl who has helped her in e album, i only wanted to hear her saying 五月天阿信!!~ ;) hmm i cant rmb much, except she 清唱《我爱他》! omg, damn x3 nice la!!! :D

today was David Tao 陶喆's concert in SG. sian, didnt win e tix from u-weekly lo! hah, i dun believe in luck anyway. n mum says they only give to their own ppl 1 la..
oh well, i jus love his music~~~ to me, old songs r better than newest album songs. was sort of dwcounting..whether started / ended ornt. ok nth else abt it ^^ except that hv read e article abt it on xin.sg. it ended at abt 11.15pm~


ok, done with daily "rantings". this week {1st week of sch} sucks lik hell. esp after Wed. if mum didnt come into my room n her talk which made me cry, things might be different. hmm, i jus hope for a better next week, n weeks ahead!

PS. I hope Dad will recover n fight off e illnesses! Stay healthy.